HOLY SHIP!!!! 1000 PAGE VIEWS!!!!! Yeah i know not a lot for all of you guys but FOR ME ITS AMAZING!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
SO Now for my venting. =w=
My parents are getting divorced!!! =w= Why so cheery you may ask? Well i reached a conclusion!!! My dad is a prick, that can't keep it in his pants! We(mom) caught him already once. He had some email's of certain ladies and the topics were mostly of their "meetings". The troubling thing was that he started all of it 7 years ago. we cached him(the first time) 5 years ago, and we caught him again 2 days ago. The first time we caught him he was apologizing, crying, saying how he did a stupid thing and he'll never do it again BUT it seems that the meetings NEVER stooped! Since 7 years ago when he went to U.S.A. (curse you U.S.A. you corupt everything=w=........i kid btw.....) he never stooped visiting them! And thats why when this time mom showed us the emails ...........i didn't cry. Also he continued visiting them during : -Mom's breast cancer
-Mom's vein thrombosis
-Mine brains surgery
So i didn't cry. My mom literally destroyed the laptop that held his emails(regretted it later since she didn't have any other way to prove the emails) Then my father started to act tough and "demanded" the laptop back. And my mom tried to hit him thankfully i stooped her and my sister stooped my dad from getting the laptop. I really don't know what he was hoping to do with it. Did he hoped for us not to see something even worse? Did he desperately tried to erase the emails somehow? Im am truly, honestly, deeply disappointed.
We even got the illusion that he may have changed. My mom wasn't fooled and constantly argued with him about anything else. But me and my sister never thought that he could do that, and hence we were fooled. And even now after a long night of dad desperately looking at us, mom speaking of every meeting she found in his emails, my sisters crying and me..........who honestly hated its guts. I admit i aint a sunshine. I almost flunked a grade, had some dirty massages with some girl i never knew, but i wasn't even near my father.
And even now he stays here. He can go somewhere. But cuz we need ( we can get enough mony if lives with his friends in the other part of the vilige) him for the money, transport and i honestly don't know what else. He even tosseld my hair today. i wanted to kill him.
And so it seems that everything was in vein. But i let him know each time we are alone that nothing is good, that i hate him and that he should leave as soon as possible. So there.
Sorry people, but no one here can even imagine a man like my dad (an honest man, funny smart everyonees family friend) to be such a dimwit. So i needed to went somewhere so sorry......
Listening to: Da li bi ti Zemlja groova
Reading: Isak Asimov Homeland
Watching: My dad's broken laptop
Playing: Portal 2